bulan ini… anjing banget anjiiing!
kesel gua ama sekolah dan ama diri gua yang malah membuatnya menjadi lebih fucked up…
ulangan tiap hari bikin stress, gimana kita mau maju kalo satu ulangan aja harus diulang-ulang dan belum bener juga… anjing sekolah! orang stres ngejar mimpi dikasih beban yang gilanya bukan maen, bikin gua gelap ama masa depan gua yang masih melayang-layang di alam semesta ini, mimpi gua yang makin lama makin ancur,makin burem… i can’t even see my self next year!
friends.. i lost some, but i try to fight them back, its hard to say “i’m sorry, lets be friends again…”… no way this works with someone you know inside and out.. when we lost them,literally our life is fading away with it, for me my “true” friends are my life… without the i’m nothing than an useless scumbag who doesn’t know who to run his own life.
But,it’s senior year, the last part of high school, the final chapter of our book. I’m not gonna let them go… i’m gonna fight,to get them back to make it all like it used to be, or even better… i’m not perfect, i’m not trying to be the best, i just try to be there for them on highest and lowest part of this on going journey.. so wait for me,i’ll run as fast as i can to reach you! hope you’ll be waiting in the end, coz i promise i’m not gonna make us feel like this ever again.. I PROMISE!
that someone, i hope you read this.. and then you know how i think about my friends and the way i care about them
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