The Search

..sometimes, falling in love is not all about getting butterflies or blushing.. sometimes it more about how much can heart takes before it breaks down, and crush into uncountable pieces…

menunggu adalah salah satu hal yang paling menyakit kan, waiting for here,while she is having fun with her boyfriend.. man, it hurts like hell!

and in many times you feel like such a hopeless guy waiting for her, and find the courage to tell her your feelings.. but what can i do, we she already has someone in her life..

all i can do here is just sitting and imagine her smile, her laughs and all the she does when i look at her..
she is the only girl in my mind right now, the only one that i really want to give all my best.. adoring someone this much can make me crazy.. makes me wanna go to her ouse tell that thing i wanted to her a long time ago…

it’s been a year now since i have my eyes on you, and i’m still waiting, waiting for that day when you can be by my side, but if in the end this is going in the wrong direction,  than i’m fine with that, loving someone means you can let him/her go..  so i’m not afraid for every answer you are going to give me, i’m gonna be just fine.

maybe you think of me like i’m a pathetic looser who can’t move on from a girl, who isn’t even in any relationship with me.. but thats me.. take it or leave it.. haha.

maybe i’m or maybe not, you’ll be the judge.

thanks!.. late night thoughts